Na jaane kyon...

Na jaane kyon...
Waqt ruka nahi
Do pal ke liye,
jana tha ise kahin Na jane kyon...

Chalte hi rahe kadam
Shayad kuch chut gaya
Peeche kisi mod par
Pata nahi kya tha woh
Chut gaya jo peeche Na jane kyon...

Sab kuch hokar bhi
Kahin ek adhoorapan
Aksar milta hai
Sawalon ki bheed me.
Ek akelapan mangta hai jawab Na jane kyon...

Kuch badla nahi
Sab kuch badal kar bhi
Woh rahe pukarti rahi
Lekin main chal kar bhi
Pahunch na paya kahin
Manzil thi samne mare par Na jane kyon...

Kuch talashta raha yeh man
Har ek kwhahish me
Kuch unkaha sunne ke liye
Kya tha woh unkaha
Lekin sunna tha mujhe Na jane kyon...

Barish ke dino
Intzar sardi ka
Aur sardi me phir
Intazar barish ka
Bas ek intzar
Shayad har ek baar Na jane kyon...

Kisi khamoshi me
Koi cheekh jata hai
Pata nahi kaun
Na jane kyon.

Talaash

Puchta hai har shaksh haal tera mere haal ke bad,
Kaise kahoon ki aaj kal, hum dono anjaan hai.
Kabhi mahak jati thi teri mukrahat se dil ki jo basti,
Kaise kahoon ki aaj kal, wo basti veeran hai.

Jab jodta hai har shaksh naam tera mere naam ke sath,
Kaise kahoon ki aaj kal, badli waqt ne meri pahchan hai.
Kabhi bhatakti thi jo nazre har waqt teri hi talaash me,
Kaise kahoon ki aaj kal, unki har talaash gumnaan hai.

Yeh hai meri kahani... :)

Aur humne aashiqi farmane ki soch hi li
hanste muskarate jigar pe ghav khane ki soch hi li,
basa liya kisi kamsin ko aankhon me aapni
aur kisi se aankhen char karne ki soch hi li.

Aor humne paya kya aakhir?

aankhen char(4) nahi cheh(6) hui kyonki char to usi ki thi
aankhon me basane ki cancel ki gayi kyonki
isse houseful hone ka khatra tha
uski size se aankhon me crack hone ka dar tha.
phir bhi humne samjhota kiya khud se
aur tar dil ka jod diya usse

yaron ne kaha soorat bhi to dekh yaar
gauri bhi hai, aankhen bhale hi hai char
waisy soorat ki koi jyada buti to nahi
fir dil lagane ki koi majburi to nahi.
gati bhi accha hai, dil ke taar baj uthenge
use gaur se dekh sare khwab jag uthenge,

humne fir dikhayi himmat, bula liya use apne ghar
use pyar se bithaya apne ek matr sofe par
uske baithte hi sofa bhi begana ho gaya
"mati ka tha,fir mati me mil gaya"
humne apne dubte dil ko uthaya
usko uthata to khud ke beth jane ka dar tha

usne swayam hi uthkar paas ke palang par
apna aasan swayam hi jamaya
apne samne mujhe pyara palang ghumta najar aaya
man hi man di use aakhiri vidayi

par palang pyare ne gajab ki himmat dikhayi
muje wo apna sabse wafadaar nazar aaya
jisne mere dil ka sabse bhari bojh uthaya

humne fir social farz nibhaya
'chai naste' ko unka man tatola
wo muskarai, aur kisi mahnge restaurent ka
ek lamba sa menu khola
boli kahi 2-3 nishan laga do
chod do unhe aur baki sab manga do

jaise hi gaane ke liye unhone pancham sur milaya
sunkar use mera ang-ang lahraya
fir kya tha, wo gati gayi aur dheere dheere
anh-ang ke sath pura ghar lahrane laga
kabhi bartan to kabhi pankhe chumne lage dharti ka daaman

hamare ghar ke jameen aasman jab milne ki aatur lage
to humne unse chup rahne ki guzarish ki
aur ye garib kar bhi kya sakta tha?

unhone hamari haalat par taras khaya
apni tashrif ka bhari bharkam tokra uthaya
bijliya gira gaye sanam jate jate
"milungi tumse yuhin aate-jate"

dheere dheera ghadi me saat bajne lage
aur hamare chere pe barah sajne lage
aakhir pdhare pita shri fir kya hua mat puchiye
ishq me dard-e-jigar pane ki sochi thi
kahan kahan dard paya
is dil-e-nadan ne
pahla number hi galat lagaya
aur humne
haseeno ke gaon me jagah
na dhoondhne ki soch hi li

Kaash

Kaash tum ek pyari si muskan hoti
Main tumhe har pal hothon pe sajaa leta,
Kaash tum ek mahka sawan hoti
Main tumme pura bheeg jata.

Kaash tum ek meethi si sargam hoti
Main har pal main tumko gungunata,
Kaash tum ek aasman ka chand hoti
Main bachche ki tarah tumhare liye machal jata.

Kaash tum ek umango ka sagar hoti
Main tumhare andar apne aap ko dubo leta,
Kaash tum ek hawan ka jhonka hoti
Main tumhe apni saanson me bhar leta.

Kaash tum ek pyara sa khwab hoti
Main tumhe apni aankhon me basa leta,
Kaash tum ek khula aasman hoti
Main tumhare andar apne aap ko kho deta,
Kaash tum ek sunahri dhoop hoti
Main tumhe apne aangan me basaa leta.

Par shayad tum, tum nahi hoti,
Tumhe pakar bhi shayad, tumhe kho deta main,
Phir bhi sochata hai dil ki,
Kaash kabhi tum mera armaan hoti.

Tum aawaz to dena.

Jab koi sham gungunane lage
tanhai ki sargam
Jab koi mand hawan ka jhoka
chune lage antarman
Jab tume rulane lage
Purani muskarahte
Jab tumhe yaad aane lage
Hamari koi baate


To us mod par humdum
Tum aawaz to dena.


Jab kabhi tum yaaron sang jhoomo
Bhul jana mujhe
Jab kabhi tum khushiyon ko choomo
Bhul jana mujhe
Par jab kabhi bhar jaye dil
Dard ke mare
Jab kabhi ajnabi lage
Sangi sathi saare


To us mod pe humdum
Tum aawaz to dena.


Main nahi kahta
Milunga tumhe har mod par
Main nahi kahta
Chala aaoonga main daud kar
Main nahi kahta
lauta doonga tumhe har khushi
Main nahi kahta
Hansegi phir wo zindagi


Par us mod par humdum
Tum aawaz to dena
Shayad laut aaoon main
Us aawaz ke sahare
Shayad main bhi kar loon
Prayaas apne saare.